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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 10:33:17 GMT

Your death will be murder....Most likely because
your a very social person and everyone knows
you, but there is one person lurking in the
shadows that is so jealous of you or is so
obsessed they end up killing you...There are
many ways of being murdered...it depends on the
person, but your death will either be slow and
painful (like being stabed to death) or quiek
and painless (like a gunshot to the head).

How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
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Murder... yeah, that's always fun.

There's a Unicorn inside you. You are very
beautifull and mystical and you love to get
attention. You always have a lot of feelings
and you always think about that. You can be
hurt very easily. You mostly don't talk about
your problems and put them away in your mind.
Don't do that, just throw all that bad feelings
out and you will see it will make you stronger.
Your friends will be there for you so remember
you will never be alone.

What Mystical Creature is in your soul? ( With Pictures)
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Hmm.

your a mermaid! your very calm and cheery, and like
to keep to yourself. you adore water, and are
probably a decent swimmer. you don't like to be
confused, either, and like being in control.

what would you be in a fantasy world? (amazing pics!)
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Okay, I can live with that...

Dominant Personality: Grace

Good Traits: You're very dancer-like in your
step. You're light-hearted, and smile often.
You probably have a lot of distant friends.

Bad Traits: You don't take anyone or
anything seriously. It's not all fun and games.

People see you as: Happy, unaware, and
unnerved. You try and hide your emotions
because you think you always have to be
cheerful. There's appropriate times to show
emotion, and people may think you're uncaring.

You're Most Like: Innocence. You both have a
childlike purity. The difference is that you
aren't as bubbly, and tend to be more
artistically inclined.

You Need More: Protected. Don't open up so
easily to people. Not everyone can be trusted.

What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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Yes because I open up to everyone. *grins*

Ariel

Which DISNEY character are you most like?
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Well she was the singing one, so how can I complain?

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 14:38:01 GMT

Dance, ballerina, dance
And do your pirouette in rhythm with your achin' heart.
Dance, ballerina, dance
You mustn't once forget a dancer has to dance the part.
Whirl, ballerina, whirl
And just ignore the chair that's empty in the second row.
This is your moment, girl,
Although he's not out there applauding as you steal the show.
Once you said his love must wait its turn
You wanted fame instead.
I guess that's your concern,
We live and learn.
And love is gone, ballerina, gone

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Sun, 15 May 2005 00:34:13 GMT

Aaaand Im writing an entry. Crazy, I know. But I've been grounded from the internet at mom's house and this is my first time at dad's in about three weeks. Not much has happened, and then a lot has happened. Mom and Bob are married, hooray! And the Scene Concert went really well... I didnt screw up as bad as I thought I would (although I still have HORRIBLE singing posture, Ive GOT to keep those shoulders back...)

In other news - though still pretty much related - I auditioned Friday for an internship with the Virginia Opera (known as the STAR program). If Im accepted, I'll be singing as a chorister in one of three operas that VAO is performing next season. Im so nervous, ack. I auditioned with "The Black Swan" from Menotti's The Medium and I didn't do too horribly, so... and out of the 11 that auditioned, they'll be accepting 9. If I get in (*crosses fingers*) I want to do La Traviata. I absolutely love the music, and the story is beautiful as well... ah. *smiles happily* Norma would also be great, as I love bel canto. I'm not too great at SINGING it ( :S ), as I'm not the most agile singer, but... and I do. Not. Want. To. Do. Romeo et Juliette. I hate singing in French. SO bad. So yes, Traviata or Norma. *hums happily* But oh I hope they pick me. This is the last year I'll have the opportunity.

Research papers suck. Hey, does anyone know a lot about Othello? Not plot-wise, but critical things like metaphors, imagery, symbolism, that sort of thing? I got special permission to use electronic sources (meaning internet), which is much cool because no one else is allowed... but the teacher says that I'm advanced enough to cite an electronic source properly. And I damn well should be, this is my fifth research paper in MLA format. True, I never actually turned in the paper in 8th grade or Honors 9, but still... *sheepish grin* Hooray for SparkNotes, which is great for crtical analysis of stuff.

My birthday's on Wednesday... I didn't ask for much. Some spring-y clothes (since I have no pairs of shorts I can wear out of the house, and only one dressy skirt), two rolls of film developed, and a three-ring hole punch. Yes, I actually asked for a three-ring hole punch fo rmy birthday. With all the music I have and keep getting )and NONE OF IT IS HOLE-PUNCHED) and I keep misplacing it... I need to put it in a binder, but there lies the problem. So I'm fairly sure I"m going to get at least three hole-punches. *grins* Nice.

I think Im going to paste this in my LJ, Dland, Xanga, and Myspace... just because I haven't updated any of them in so long (or, in the case of Myspace, ever). So sorry if you see this in more than one place (hey whoa my computer just randomly said "MAIL TRUCK!" which is weird). Was originally intended for LJ only.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 01:09:58 GMT

Life is the definition of suck right now. I think if I get any more shit thrown my way right now, I'm going to have a mental breakdown.

First of all, my baby sister is sick with both a sinus and an ear infection. She's been crying continuously for about twenty minutes. S'horrible. Also, the only copy I have for Die Fledermaus is somewhere in Suffolk, which is definitely not the city i live in. Pretty close, but no. I didn't have it Monday or Wednesday in rehearsal and Brown was about to me, so when he finds out I don't have it tomorrow (2-6 rehearsal... yayyy), he's going to really do it. I don't know the chorus, either, and since I don't have it, theres no way I can learn it. Kudos to me! So now I'll have an enraged Brown because I don't have my score, and an enraged Fischer because I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'll be very lucky if he doesn't pull me out of the production for this.

In other news, I have a urinary tract infection, and my mother is very, veyr mad at me. No, mad isn't the right word... something like furious or livid. Yes, she's LIVID with me. Because, you know, when I get these, it's totally my fault. I was thinking about it the other day "You know, I haven't had a urinary tract infection in a while, that sounds like fun!" so of course she has every right to be mad at me.

So, in summary: I have a wailing sister, an irate mother, the same annoying-as-hell stepsister and stepfather, two soon-to-be enraged teachers, a painful bladder, and a good chance of getting removed from the opera.

COULD life get any better?

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 18:59:52 GMT

1.	Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (100%)
2.	Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (99%)
3.	Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (97%)
4.	Jehovah's Witness (88%)
5.	Orthodox Quaker (82%)
6.	Seventh Day Adventist (79%)
7.	Eastern Orthodox (73%)
8.	Orthodox Judaism (73%)
9.	Roman Catholic (73%)
10.	Bahá'í Faith (68%)
11.	Liberal Quakers (66%)
12.	Sikhism (66%)
13.	Islam (63%)
14.	Reform Judaism (63%)
15.	Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (59%)
16.	Unitarian Universalism (54%)
17.	Hinduism (50%)
18.	Mahayana Buddhism (49%)
19.	Theravada Buddhism (48%)
20.	Neo-Pagan (46%)
21.	Scientology (42%)
22.	Jainism (40%)
23.	New Thought (40%)
24.	New Age (37%)
25.	Secular Humanism (35%)
26.	Taoism (29%)
27.	Nontheist (25%)

So I'm a Mormon now, hmm? That's interesting...

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 18:44:37 GMT

(Written on January 8th, at about midnight)

I haven't written in here in the absolute longest time... I don't really know why I am, actually. Lots has changed since I last wrote, but then I don't have the time to catch up any lurkers this xanga may have.

Today was okay. Went all over Greenbrier returning Christmas items (mostly clothes that weren't the right size or DVDs/PS2 games some one got doubles of) with Mom and the rest of "the kids" and had the van basically break down while we were in it... Alright so it didn't break down, but you know when you start the car, if some one hasn't closed their door all the way it'll make a ding ding ding noise? Well all of the doors were shut, and it's making that noise all the way down Greenrbier parkway... I think it was this close |--| to driving my mom insane. I told her to pick a song and use th ding to keep tempo... I don't think she liked my suggestion. *grins sheepishly*

I'm so, so happy I'm finally done with all the papers I've had to write in IRH, and the paper for GSA. But, of course, and Melissa will back me up on this... the fake paper we sudmitted for the GSA class was completely and utterly hilarious. I have to find a way to upload it somewhere and link to it... it seriously was the best thing we've ever written. Mad geniouses, we are. *grins at Melissa* Fischer's grading it, which I was a bit concerned about, but he said it "augmented the grade" which can only mean good things.

I d/led a new "file-sharing program," LimeWire. About a thousand times better than WinMX (which is about a thousand times better than Kazaa). Before when I searched for "opera" all I got was Phantom of the Opera, and while I do love Phantom, there are only so many recordings of Sarah Brightman singing "Think of Me" that I need. Now I can search for that same term and actually get arias from Turandot, Carmen, La Boheme, Madama Butterfly, The Marriage of Figaro, Aida, and Rigoletto. *dances* I was also able to find a few files of Lucia Popp, which made me squee.

Hmm.. what else to say... Oh yeah. Does anyone else consider Celine Dion or Pearl Jam opera? Because both showed up in my search results and I did a "Hmm. Somethings not quite right here..." Yes.

I very, very badly need to practice the songs Candace and I are doing for the AMC, but I never have the time. I'll find time tomorrow, though... I'd better, anywya. Fischer wants it to be completely memorized by Monday. Lovely stuff... *rolls eyes* And I'm pretty close to ranting about the pieces she and I are singing ("Jack and Jill" and "Little Miss Muffet"... I know, I know, there's no need to tell me) but I think I'm sorta resigned to the fact that I'll be singing nursery ryhmes. Least I got the alto part for the easy song... (Candace and I are both firsts singing two SA songs... we decided to be fair and let each do soprano on one and alto on the other).

Okay, this is getting too music-oriened and it's probably boring the hell out of most of you. So (good grief I managed to write a lot for some one who has nothing to say...) I'll be going to bed.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:21:55 GMT

So... yes. I did a lot of stuff to my Xanga (heeey, the font is appearing in Tahoma as I write! Thats so cool! Which it could be Tahoma, and not Ariel, in the actual template... *long, dramatic sigh*).

I wanted to change my template, but I couldn't find anything really good. I wanted a Lily/Snape template - quite badly, actually - but I couldn't find one. This made me sad. So... yes. What to sa now. I have no idea why I'm updating my Xanga, when I much prefer my livejournal and my diaryland... but... well, everyone else was updating their xanga, and messing around with the settings, and I felt left out. So, yes. Although, Kristen's moving over to livejournal... yes!

Hmm. I dont want to pack. At all. My suitcase has a lot of stuff in it that I never unpacked from the Taylor house. Papers and magazines and folders and stuff. Nothign too important, but its HEAVY and I dont want to unPACK it.

Seems that all of the belts I got with my jeans at Kohls have disappeared. Needless to sa, this enrages me. (Isnt it funny how you say "needless to say" and then proceed to say it, even though it wasnt needed? Yeah.) I need to make a list of things I need to take with me. I'll do that later, though, as Heather and I need to do the dishes soon. Hate doing the dishes. Im thirsty now. Hmm. This has been a pointless ramble. Oh, and for some reason the music I tried to put in my Xanga doesn't work (and I know most of you are thankful for this ;) ) but I wanna figure out what I did wrong. I think the problem is with the person I got the songs form. I wasn't too impressed with her site. *nods* OKay, so... yeah. School's about to start soon, and I'm sorta nervous about that... Yay for being a junior! OH SIX WOO! Yeah. Alright, so, Im just going to press the submit button and that'll be the end.

Friday, June 25, 2004

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 00:07:34 GMT

General Information
State your full name.:	Barbara Jean Triscritti
Do you like your name?:	It's okay.
If you could change it, would you, and to what?:	I wouldnt change it - Im used to it. But wouldnt midn being Lily in RL.
Tell me your age.:	16
Relationships/Love
What do you want your wedding to be like?:	Id like for there to be a male there willing to marry me. ;)
Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex.:	So much for a PG survey, eh? I'll let youknow after I've banged a couple of people, so I can compare and contrast.
Have you ever been in love?:	Nope
Are you in love?:	Again, nope
Your opinions
Rock music is..:	Loud? I like it, anyway.
Pop music is..:	Most of it is okay.
Your thoughts on anarchy:	rolls eyes
Do you believe in God?:	I do.
Favorites
Type of music:	Rockish.
Band:	Evanescence
Food:	Sushi
Thing to do:	Sing
Thing to say:	I don't have a favorite saying...
Person to talk to:	Kristen. She's insane.
Subject in school:	Chorus, lol.
Parent:	Who has a favorite parent?! Thats horrible!! (Mom)
Color, and why:	Blue, cuz it come sin so many different shades and can represent nearly any emotion... but green looks better with my eyes.
Author:	Dan Brown has put out some really awesome stuff. But then, so has Dr Suess
Book:	Hmm. Harry Potter, I think, because of all the things it's lead me to do, and all the peopel it'd lead me to meet.
Candy:	Hershy Kisses. and Reese's Pieces.
Last, just random questions and things about you.
Do you like yourself?:	Sure.
What do you like about yourself?:	What are you, a shrink? I like my eyes.
What dont you like about yourself?:	My feet are so messed up. And the nasty ugly marke son my thighs.
Can you play any instruments?:	The voice. and the tambourine and - ginrs at Kristen - the electric triangle.
Are you depressed?:	Sometimes.
Have you ever been suicidal?:	Nope.
Do you do drugs?:	Only Motrin
Do you drink alcohol?:	Not regularly
Do you miss anyone right now? Who?:	KRISTEN'S IN STUPID JAPAN. And Addy's not online. And Jenny and Kelly are in Puerto Rico. frowns
What do you want to do with your life?:	Truthfully? I just want to sing.
What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?:	I wnt to fall in love.
Do you think that I love you?:	blinks rapidly Uhm. Sure!
You best, because I do.

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 04:54:29 GMT

[Wallet] Don't carry one
[Hairbrush] Black and gray, rubbery handle
[Toothbrush] *rolls eyes* Pink electric one from Crest with Tweety on it.
[Jewelry worn daily] Silver necklace with a star on it
[Blanket] White with light blue and yellow plaid (more tasteful than it sounds) or white with blue flowers, depending upon which house Im at
[Coffee cup] I use any that areavailable... and what the hell is this hting asking, anyway? This whole section? Whats my FAVORITE, or which have I used RECENTLY, or... what?
[Underwear] currently wearing some pink cotton bikini cut ones. *nods*
[Shoes] The only pair Ive worn since school let out: pink and purple flipflops.
[Favorite shirt] Uhm. My green sweatshirt, or the green T that Za gave me
[Favorite pants] Uhm. A pair of flares that fit my butt nicely...?
[CD in stereo right now] Evanescence - Fallen
[Tattoos] None, ever
[Piercings] one in each earlobe
[What you are wearing now:] pink top with low-cut back, very shirt denim shorts, left flip-flop.
[Hair] Currently long, naturally blonde, straight, and really tangled.
[Do you like candles] Sure, why not. Not allowed to light thme at home, though. Moms paranoid since a friend of hers lit one then fell asleep and the house burned down and she couldnt get out... yeah. Guess Id be paranoid too.
[Do you believe in love] Yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight] Its possible for some people.
[What do you want done with your body when you die] Uhm. They cana burry me. I wont be alive to care, so whatever you wanna do... sure.
[What are you gonna do when you're older?] Sing. :)
[How many songs do you have on your computer?] Somewhere near 100.
[What band are you listening to now?] Nothing
[Look out your window...?] If it was daytime Id see part of the porch, perhaps a tree, and loads of sky (the downstairs is partly under groud... we have a hill in our front lawn... so so if I stand up the window will start where my chin is and I can look out and see feet from the people on the porch)
[If you could have any animal for a pet?] Somethign that wont get in my way and requires little care. A rock would work.
[What is the longest you've ever stayed up?] Day and a half.

[ WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...]
[Smiled?] Talking to Missy, about an hour ago.
[Laughed?] Talking to MIssy, about an hour ago. lol
[Cried?] Uhm... I dunno. Its been a while.
[Bought something?] About four hours ago. 7-11 run. Drinks and skittles
[Danced?] Dunno...
[Were sarcastic?] Im probablky being sarcastic now. Shut up.
[Had a nightmare?] The other day. I dreamt Kara cut off all my hair. Its stupid, but I woke up nearly in tears.
[Last book you read] The Five People Youu Meett In Heaven
[Last movie you saw] POA
[Last thing you had to drink?] Lipton Iced Tea
[Last thing you had to eat] Watermelon slice

[ BODY ]
[What do you most like about your body?] My eyes are okay.
[And least?] I have this horrible stretch marks on my inner thigh that are taking forever to fade... and my feet suck. End of story.
[How many fillings do you have?] None
[Do you think you're good looking?] Nope
[Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?] Not... REALLY...
[Do you look like any celebrities?] *thinks about this* Uhm... no.

[ FASHION ]
[Do you wear a watch?] Nope
[How many coats and jackets do you own?] One or two
[Favorite pants/skirt colour?] Denim. Black.
[Most expensive item of clothing?] Probably my leather jacket.
[Describe your style in one word] Whatever.

[ YOUR FRIENDS ]
[do your friends know you?] Yes
[How many people do you tell everything to?] Not too many, actually...

[ MUSIC/TV/BOOKS ]
[Favourite band ever?] Hmm. Evanescence is up there right now, but I'll always love Three Doors Down and the Beatles
[Most listened to bands?] Def Evanescence
[Do you find any musicians good-looking?] I dont reallly pay attention to the guys singing the stuff
[Type of music most listened to?] Meh. Punkish rockish stuff.
[Type never listened to?] Rap.
[Favourite book(s)?] The Harry Potter series, tthe Left Behind series, anythign written by the original VC Andrews, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, Misery by Stephen King

[ GENERAL QUESTIONS ]
[What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?] Sunnt
[Do you consider yourself lucky?] Nope
[Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?] Meh.
[Choose one word to describe how you feel most often] Apathetic
[Do you own any plaid clothing?] I dont like plaid. At all.
[Is there more than one zipper in your pants?] I had a black pair that had more than one zipper. Buttons to. Going to the bathroom was a pain in the ass.
[Do you own braces?] Do I... what? No?
[Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?] God no.
[Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?] Deadly? No. But its been known to sting the hell out of people.
[Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?] Noooo
[Do you own a bandana?] No
[Are you amused by safety pins] Uhm. no.
[Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?] Sewing, no.

[ABOUT YOU]
[Age] 16
[Birthday] May 18th
[Sign] taurus
[Location] Virginia beach/Chesapeake, Virginia
[Natural hair colour] Blonde
[Current hair colour] Blonde
[Eye colour] Green
[Height] 5'5"
[Shoe size] 8
[Parents] Tammy and William (bill), divorced
[Siblings] Hate this question. Okay. Joseph, 13, full. Heather, 15, step. Jenny, 20-something, step. Melissa, 28, step. Curt, 30-something, step-in-law. Eric, 30-something, step. Becca, who knows, step-on-law. Rachel, 1 1/2 months, half.
[Live with] My mother, stepfather, Heather, and Rachel

[FAVOURITES]
[Colour] Blue and green
[Month] May
[Song] "Whisper" "Anywhere" "My Last Breath" by Evanescence, and "When Im Gone" by Three Doors Down
[Movie] Rigoletto
[Food] Sushi
[Season] Summer.
[Class] Chorus, soon to be GSA
[Teacher(s)] *tries to remember teachers* Hmm. This year, sophomore year... uhm. Mr Nes and Clark at WB, and Mrs Mattos and Pruden and sometimes Mason in IR.
[Veggie] Broccoli
[TV Show] Friends, Everwood, Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill, WIll and Grace, Whose Line, South Park
[Radio] Station? 97.3
[Stores] Walmart, lol. And Claires.
[Flower] Lily
[Car] I want something practical, and small-ish.

Am I done already?!

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 01:46:37 GMT

Have you ever....
1. Thrown up in public?: Uhm... if the kitchen table ocunts, then sure.
2. Made someone else throw up?: Nah.
3. Held hands with someone?: Lilttle kids, yeha, all the time. And older people, jokingly.
4. Hugged someone outside your family?: Of course. Not romantically, but sure.
5. Kissed someone outside your family?: Nope
6. Had a makeout session with the opposite gender?: No
7. Had a makeout session with the same gender?: No
8. Done a flip off a diving board?: Most likely. But I think when I did, I got yelled at by the lifeguards. *rolls eyes* Stupid rec center.
9. Punched someone?: Of course. Not, like, violently...
10. Been punched by someone?: Yep
11. Lost a friendship over something stupid?: Yes.
12. Gotten the friendship back afterward?: I... hope so.
13. Tongue-kissed someone?: No.
14. Shared a romantic moment with someone?: No.
15. Cursed at your friends?: Yes
16. Cursed at your family?: Yes.
17. Cursed because you could?: No.
18. Done any drugs?: Just the ones you can get at Rite-Aid
19. Smoked?: No. It's a horrible thing for a singer to do.
20. Drank?: Yes
21. Pissed someone off before?: Who hasnt?
22. Accidentally?: Yeah
23. Purposely?: Most likely
24. Had unprotected sex?: No.
25. Had sex?: *rolls eyes* No.
26. Spent money for the sake of spending it?: No.
27. Tried to kill yourself before?: No.
28. Made fun of somebody out of boredom?: And it's fun as mess.
29. Made someone cry?: Yes, and they fucking deserved it.
30. Been made fun of by someone?: Yes
31. Been really depressed before?: Yes.
32. Been to a psychiatrist before?: No.
33. Had a really freaky dream?: Of course
34. Wet the bed?: *groans* I wet the bed until I was, like, 10. Then when mom's boyfriend moved away, I stopped. Coincidence?
35. Faked being sick to miss school?: Yes. I'm only human.
36. Actually made yourself sick to miss school?: Nah
37. Had a freaky "fan girl" obsession?: No. It's stupid.
38. Been in love with an anime character?: I hate anime with all of my being.
39. Collected bottle caps?: Again, no. Personally, I think that's a stupid hobby.
40. Collected stamps?: Nope. When I manage to get my hands on stamps, I stick them on envelopes and mail them.
41. Collected cards?: Ones that I've been sent, yeah
42. Bragged about something to make someone jealous?: Only if the person has REALLY irked me.
43. Stolen?: A couple times, really petty stuff. I feel bad about it though.
44. Cheated?: WHO has not cheated in their life??
45. Lied?: or lied?
46. Made fun of a religion?: Jokingly, like Buddhism or something, you know? Like talking to my chorus teacher "Why dont we sing any BUDDHIST songs durring December?" "Are you Buddhist?" "Sure."
47. Laughed at a racist joke?: The ufnny thing is, 95% of racist jokes are told to me by my father, who's NOT racist, or a person OF that race. So yeah.
48. Told a racist joke?: To peopel that I knew wouldnt get offended, and only really mild ones that ARE kinda funny. I laugh at blonde jokes and Im blonde, its sorta the same thing.
49. Visited a pornographic website?: *rolls eyes* Once or twice. Its not a big deal, and I dont do it on PURPOSE. Those stupid popups come up RIGHT as Im about to send an email or somethign and then I click on them and suddenly my entire screen is filled up with girls screwing horses and stuff. Nasty.
50. Taken surveys like this out of boredom?: *rolls eyes for the third and final time* No, Im taking this one because theres just OODLES of things I can do right now.